case study 005 - entry 01: daigo kiryu

[kingofthedinosaurs]

I should start on this thing, huh? I've never really been good at putting my thoughts on paper, but it seems like it might be the best thing for him at this point. I know he'll probably prefer a letter anyway, rather than physical contact at this point if he's being so quiet. It'll give him time to respond.

Ucchi.... No point in being formal when he's my friend, right? ... so how do I start?

I know we've never met properly in person before, even though you've known other versions of me. In spirit, we've already met, but I know it's not the same.

I wonder if he's worried about how the other group treated him... Should I mention that, or avoid it? I should probably just mention it in passing, if I do.

I know you haven't talked to anyone in awhile, and that's okay! I know there's a chance you might not even read this. You might stop before you get too far, but I'm hoping my feelings reach you, even if all you do is acknowledge what I'm trying to do. As long as you know I've sent it, then you'll know I care about you and that I'm here for you. I want you to know that I'm different In the back of your mind, one day, maybe you'll remember seeing the letter I gave you and you'll come to ask me about it. Knowing you, even if you're not ready, you probably couldn't throw away something I've given you.

Aah... I have to stop for a bit to eat, but I'll come back to it.

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I'm having a hard time remembering where I was. I'm all tired now. Maybe I should just wait until after I've had a nap.

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